Craving and next storm

The other day I was thinking about him, more specifically the absence of him and I was both sad and relieved. For once in my life I no longer wanted to form any other relationships with anyone other than him, I used to think that there was another person like him but I know now, and I've known it for a long while now, that he was the only person I wanted, needed, and desired. It was not something I thought about, it came to such a conclusion naturally.

I think he and I were on the same wave length when the last time we met and he said our relationship was different  because it was a symbiotic one. I had literately said the same word to another friend of mine, an hour ago. As I was departing and saying goodbye to my girlfriend, she asked me why my relationship was different with him than others, and I told her, without knowing exactly why, those exact same word muttered out of my mouth, and when he then described our relationship exactly the same way literately an hour later, I was surprised, and I asked him to say the word again. He said, "Symbiotic".

I send photos of me to him. He then send back his and a short video. I loved the image of him. I loved every part of him, I absolutely love every part of him, especially his sex organ. I wonder if that's what sets us apart than others. We crave each other. And as time went on, this craving continued.

I wondered if he would ever want to strengthen our relationship or if he wanted to keep me at bay. In any event, I know that I want to be with him, and no other people would ever matter. So now I just do my own thing, and I will wait for the next storm to hit.