Leap of Faith

I finished my book. Finally. It's really just something I put together for B. More for me really, considering it's a documentary of my life with his. There were some gaps, Gaps developed when I thought that he no longer wanted me. I still am not convinced that he wants me. I fear that he does not and I feel that this won't end well.

I have managed to never feel this way for anyone for this long time.

I have decided that if one day we must take the leap of faith.

I hope that one day will be not just a matter of speech. I hope one day will be here, in my lifetime.