He told me that he had read my blogs, about my trip to Harbin and whether I fucked the person I went with. He had been reading my blog, to my surprise, and it made me uneasy. Still, I should write how I feel because I tell him everything anyway.
He just arrived from Boston, he traveled a lot lately and he's been gone and I'd not seen him. I was upset with him because he made a plan with me and then he forgot all about it.
He said that I want to break up with him. I think I am afraid of him leaving me. So in that mode we stuck, each thinking the other would leave us and in that mode we reunited, feeling intense for each other, three years later, passion runs so deep and so original, nothing has ever changed between us.
He said that he's not been in a relationship like this, so passionate, so connected, that my body and my temperament suited him. I have never felt this much in love with a man. He could be penniless and I would not give a shit.
I have never taken him for granted. I feel that I love him more than anyone I've ever met.
But I don't know how to move this story forward. He will never change. No marriage or happily ever after for us.
I don't want to be stuck in a situation where this stalls out andI have no idea how to finish the story.
But I can't do any other relationships. I can't get excited about anyone else.
It turns out, the curse of being in love is that you cannot love another person.
He just arrived from Boston, he traveled a lot lately and he's been gone and I'd not seen him. I was upset with him because he made a plan with me and then he forgot all about it.
He said that I want to break up with him. I think I am afraid of him leaving me. So in that mode we stuck, each thinking the other would leave us and in that mode we reunited, feeling intense for each other, three years later, passion runs so deep and so original, nothing has ever changed between us.
He said that he's not been in a relationship like this, so passionate, so connected, that my body and my temperament suited him. I have never felt this much in love with a man. He could be penniless and I would not give a shit.
I have never taken him for granted. I feel that I love him more than anyone I've ever met.
But I don't know how to move this story forward. He will never change. No marriage or happily ever after for us.
I don't want to be stuck in a situation where this stalls out andI have no idea how to finish the story.
But I can't do any other relationships. I can't get excited about anyone else.
It turns out, the curse of being in love is that you cannot love another person.
No comments:
Post a Comment